tw: mentions of assault when everything seems to be going wrong, as pessimistic as it sounds,nothing works out.i always believed … More
Category: dark phases
mercury retrograde
tw: descriptions of suicidal thoughts every time i decide to live, something or the other shows me that life isn’t … More
reflections (ii)
i now realise that it wasn’t the ptsd symptoms that were bothering me 3 years back. it was seasonal depression. … More
orange milk chocolates
i dreamed that the two of us were finally together,that the place that has been haunting me celebrated our union, … More
tiny brown girl
all i want is to not be restricted by company,to be able to walk on the streets of london at … More
grey skies and cold winds
the ones around me seem to be in lovewith this city and its people. but, the grey skiesand cold winds … More
You’re gone now and everything is worse
(TW: mentions of death) Will you believe me if I say that losing you feels like losing a piece of … More
when hate arrives…
cw/tw: graphic description of physical harm in a line or two when hate arrives, i find myself paralysed,frozen under the … More
Another Summer
Another summer passes by, but the feeling of loss remains Marco Pena will be Alex Claremont-Diaz soonPrince Robert will be … More
that time of the month and the time before that
hopelessness and uncertaintyfeel at home under my skin.the nights become longer, much longer.the ones around me say thatthis week hasn’t … More